Thursday, October 16, 2008

The storm within...




Hope isn't something you rely on,
For the storm brewing ahead,
I can't help thinking about,
The strong winds,
The stronger waves,
Waiting to tear a peaceful journey apart.

Every morning I wake up,
And suddenly,
The sun seems brighter,
The birds more chirpy,
People more pleasant,
As if things just slowed down,
And the world,
A much more beautiful place,
The kind of beauty you miss,
When you assume you're going
To be here for eternity.

And then you walk up to the mirror,
You see a stranger staring back at you,
Shattered reflections,
And all of a sudden everything just comes back!
As you try to swim against the current,
Slipping away slowly,
To the darkness within!

You learn to smile at times like these,
Though you have a hundrer odd reasons
Not to,
And then you realize,
The world before you,
And the small glimpses of joy,
That you overlooked earlier,
So you sit down and observe it,
As if you were an outsider!
The pitter-patter of the raindrops,
The rustling leaves,
The gentle wind,
The untethered laughter of a child,
And you find that
The list goes on and on.

Realization dawns slowly,
That time is eating you away,
Relentless assault each second,
Working to fade you away.

Don't shed tears when I'm gone,
Nor hold onto me,
But carry on,
Do heed the lesson inscribed on my grave,
That say-
"Here lies a fool,
Only death could teach him how to live."

His best performance yet...

The soothing music,
Moving sensuously,
Among the dimmed light,
The shadows lay there dormant,
Hypnotized by the sound,
And the light.
The curtain rises-
Slow and steady,
Revealing the picture within
A stage and a setting,
For the journey ahead.
His Anxious wait,
To play his part,
Comes to an end with the tune of the harp.
A sea of people move gracefully onstage,
Perfectly synchronized,
Amidst the sighs and astonishment of the shadows.
He moves around,
Searching for his intented pair,
Only to be left alone,
Among a sea of destined pairs,
He curses himself and move around gracefully,
A loner in the crowd of paired up pairs,
The forced smile on his face-
Hiding the underlying dejection,
As he plays his part.
He goes around in circles,
Desperate and lost,
But the show must go on,
Among the sea of destined pairs.
His partner,
Misplaced or mislead?
Nobody cares,
In this vaudevillian extragavanza,
The shadows are content,
That's all that matters,
The light brightens,
And the curtain falls down on him.

Monday, May 12, 2008

Dancing with the rain

Tears from the heaven,
To quench our thirsts,
Drop by drop-
They fall,
Sometimes
In sudden bursts,
Everything springs to life,
All at once,
The brat in me awakes,
And I jump out from my bed,
And bolt out the door,
Running down corridors
And pushing open doors
A feeling of liberation
And ecstasy
And a thirst for
Some childish fun!
Look up,
And feel the drops
Kissing your cheeks,
Close your eyes,
And
Dance,
Dance in the rain!

Saturday, March 15, 2008

Whispers

I was pushed into a corner,
Dark and bleak,
Left by myself,
Bounded by emotions
To be wasted
I found comfort there
For I was too scared to come out
And face the light again
Afraid that I’ll fall in love once again
To be torn apart
And thrown apart
Into this corner once again
I lay there still
Eyes open,
Heart closed,
Senses numbed,
I lay there
All alone

In the midst of this solitude
Piercing through this silence,
I heard faint whispers
Many voices whispering to me
Soothing whispers that comforted me
I opened my eyes
But no one was around
Or so I felt!
I began to feel warm,
In that dark and bleak corner
Until I realized
This isn’t where I belong
I got up slowly
Those whispers,
Helped me stand on my feet
And come out,
Reborn and rejuvenated
I stand,
Facing the light
Once again!